One story says that after creating man, God said, "I made a mistake", for God
was flooded with complaints. Why is man grumbling all the time? God went to a saint and said, "I am in deep trouble, for man may even drag me to court." The saint whispered to God, "Go and hide in the heart of the man, since man never goes there." God’s eyes sparkled and he went and he has been hiding there since then.
So then what is God? God is beauty, God is joy, God is the space in which everything exists, & from which everything has come into existence. When a disciple asked what God is, the master replied God is Truth, beauty and love.
God is the energy which is present in every particle. You can experience that enormous energy when you go deep in meditation.
Once a man went to Buddha and said, "I don’t believe in God". Buddha said, "You are right." Another man came & said, "I believe in God"; and Buddha told him also that he is right. A third man came & asked Buddha what is correct? "Some people tell me that there is no God, but the saints convince me that God exists. I am confused." Buddha replied, that good that you have no preconceived notions of God, & have come to the right place and we will look for God together
A perturbed mind can never go close to God. Drop your concepts of God & sit with your eyes closed and go deep within. When you experience depth you will find the answer. The most peaceful, relaxing and serene place is within us. The mind will be less perturbed if you develop the love for Divinity. For developing this love it helps if you are with one who has found this love. To be like a child you have to be in company of a child. The company of one who is in divine love will make you also shine in that love.